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2012-02-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

Feeling so down for no reason..

And i'll push the blame on my period.

5February2012
2240hours

2012-02-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

Friday, 3 Feb
Plan: Stayover at gheyp.'s house alone
Actual: Lin and Candy joined! (:

Unluckily, my period came this morning and automatically im in a sian-ed mood. Yes, it came earlier again, like 10days... But predictable since i'm PMSing last week. Zzzz. What enlightens me was Candy so suay jackpot too LOL :x

Trained to gheyp. house together after school w eve. Homed and started cooking Bak Ku Teh! Stood around to supervise and helped out ABIT only. Waited Lin to come over and have our dinner together, it was already 1900 by then and we're hungry ttm. Foursome dinner at the balcony bench seats. So RO-MAN-TI-CA... it was awesome having dinner there, the view (alright, no view though)...hmmm, its the atmosphere and the people you're with. Slacked till 2230 and drove to fetch Candy for movie at Yishun GV! Finally used our vouchers that we got it from helping out at the don't know what event. Only remember got food one.. Watched Jack and Jill at 0010! Hilarious movie, but almost fall asleep in the front.. Overall not bad (:

Sent Eve home and back to gheyp. house! Chatted for a while and went to sleep.

Today
Woke up at around 0800 alone thanks to my preiod. Zzzzz. Showered and went to highlight my entre notes cos ive got nothing to do! Finally 1000 and Candy woke up, followed by both pigs on the bed.

Prepared and off to Benji's house. Went home to shower, changed and head over to join them. Blackjack-ed as usual. Luck was OKAY. But what's not ok was my mood, health. Drained w the 4 hours of sleep and additional package of flu and headache. Went home at 1600 and slept, but still headache till now Zzzzzzzz

Dwna fall sick during this crucial period;
- 4 presentations, 1 interview next week.
- 2 tests upcoming week.
- 3 exams upcoming coming week.

Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

At least, it's a awesome TGIF spent w them.

4February2012
2347hours

2012-01-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

80% Presentations, reports all due-ing next week (or rather 2 more days!!!). G.A.N.
and we're not even 50% done. g.a.n.x2
and still in cny mood. g.a.n.x3

Okay, sorry for those gans. lololol, bad mood. so many freaking work to complete. feeling the stress already zz exams coming soon, needa study again, needa get results again, then WHERE SHOULD I GO NEXT?! zzzzz

27January2012
0024hours

2012-01-24T20:24:00.001+08:00

Changed my blogskin specially for gheyp cos she can't view the previous one!

It turns out so different this year.
I was expecting the same old boring cny, but i was much happier this time round. Visited quite a few houses on the first and second day. Played blackjack today and my luck was so awesome. Keep getting Blackjack or 21 point. And only lost 4 rounds out of all. Winning streak was 95%?!! Maybe that's why i'm feeling happy hahahaha. But well, at least this year i didn't .... emo. (:

Actually what makes me happiest was meeting him that day, and letting off the burden that i've been carrying for years.

24January2012
2023hours

2012-01-22T13:51:00.002+08:00

Another year of envy - lunar new year

When will i have my reunion dinner again ?

22January2012
1351hours

2012-01-15T16:58:00.001+08:00

There's always this time, when your mood isn't right.
Everything just seems negative to you, but, you don't know what's wrong.
People say i'm pms-ing, but, am i really?

Nothing goes right for you.
You think through what your friends once said, "We'll always be there for you."
And then you think again, "Really? Where are you right now?"
And then again, you didn't tell them what's wrong, how the hell can they be there for you? They're not god.
Then again... even if i really tell them what's wrong, will they be of any help?
it's something that have been troubling for years, and it never changed no matter how many new friends i made. it's not something that you can help yourself, neither do anyone.

& so i told myself,
It's always best to count on yourself.. no.one.else.
Trust me, not even families, even the one closet to you..

With love,

The girl who's gna count on no one but herself..

15January2011
1656hours

2011-12-30T15:53:00.000+08:00

- RESOLUTION FOR 2012 -

让我死

30December2011

1553hours

2011-12-26T20:41:00.000+08:00

Been lazy to update my blog since the previous one..

19th Dec;
Met Kiba in the morning at the carpark cos he's driving today! Off to Vivo to meet the rest, really surprised that he didn't lost his way and best is we reached there earliest though we left like 15-20 minutes before the meeting time! It was already pouring heavily in the morning but the plan still goes on. Wasted some time in buying tidbits and such at Giant and then decided to have brunch at the coffeeshop before heading to Sentosa.

Drove off to RWS cos there's free VIP parking at the casino area. Haven't even get off from car, we laugh till pengz already cos of Kiba and his usual funny words and actions in the carpark -.- Hilarious max. Plus gheyp keep laughing non-stop, and you know our laughter are contagious. Lolol. Upon getting off the car, Candy did something ........................ okay, cannot say, if being tracked down we die together!! Took the tram and bus to the beach area.

Played in the water and rain! Yes, i was hoping to get tanned today like that day during cycling, but the rain just wouldn't stop coming down. Sooo.... it's another round of playing in the rain! FUN, cos i love the rain (: Played for a few hours then went off to shower and dinner at Vivo, did some shopping and had 'supper' at McDonalds. Homeeddd! *Pictures w Vic, stil waiting for him to post the pictures and videos!

21st Dec;
Random decision made 2 hours before Vic's flying off to Lanka - meet the girls at airport to send him off. Ikr, me and my last minute decision cause everyone to go there and mission failed. Didn't expect Vic to check in so early luh! Ended up we went there for Popeyes :/ Sorry girls!

Clubbing tonight was cancelled, cos no one wna spend on cab. But idm waiting for the first train, ohwells.

22nd Dec;
Went to 2 places before heading to gheyp's house for our advance christmas celebrations!

Our very expensive log cake from Swensens!

Dark picture, but too bad, i liked this group picture best (:

Stayovered as usual! Had abalone porridge in the morning before heading back!

24th Dec;

Party w selang tonight! Liked the night best cos of the games we played. Broke my own promise of not touching alcohol AGAIN. Yes tsk, the first time was ... next was here. Well, part of socialising right..? Gift exchanges for the first time among us! (:

w our gifts!

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Leaving Singapore tmrw, for 3 days only, ohwells, better than nothing. & i really meant to forget everything in Singapore when i'm there and back here.. Don't wna go through those disappointments again and again. It's too much of endurance. And i've had enough of it, seriously. I don't see the point in being sad anymore. I knew there wouldn't be any happy ending, i knew...

Going through those disappointments again is the last thing i want it to happen.

Stay strong mad.

26December2011

2040hours

2011-12-18T16:07:00.001+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS SO MUCH FUN CYCLING IN THE RAIN. I LOVE IT!

Went ECP with clique & co. Was already drizzling when we're otw there. Then tada, drizzleeeeeeeeee. Still continued w the cycling plan. Fun is, cycle halfway rain and it continues for the whole jounery towards our destination! Dam fun can. Have to chiong to seek shelther. hahahhaa. Happened for around 3-5 times? The last shelther we seek was the longest time we sat in and the smallest shelther -.- And 10 of us had to squeeze in w some other people who was seeking shelther as well. It rained for maybe about 15 minutes then stopped. The ride back no happenings. Rain stopped already :/

Pictures that we took! I find both pictures so nice hehehe. But the second pic... stupid anqi spoil picture. Don't know why the hell she put her hand on my head, LOL. She gna whack me if she seees this :x And thats the small shelther that i mentioned.

Went to PP for dinner at Pastamania! Then went back Khatib to take my volleyball from Veron. Homed w XQ! (:

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Today.... report day. Needa chionged all by tonight, before i sleep. Cos wouldn't have time for it anymore tsk. My knee hurt like fuck seriously. Well, last night luh, it's like crap, the painnn.... its the worst pain thats i can say. Till i can cry one cos i kinda did zzz And its kinda hurting now, hope i still can run and play tmrw at Sentosa! Can't wait. Suppose to go gheyp house tonight, but i decided to rest at home. cos of my freaking useless knee.

18December2011
1606hours

2011-12-16T21:38:00.001+08:00

Tuesday, 13th;

Met gheyp in the early noon for her haircut at Far East! She wanted a .. normal but still weird (that's what i call her style :x) hairstyle. Then, tada! Har, check our her hair yourself when you see her (: Went to walk around randomly, walk where jiu see what, just to waste time. Ate Thai food ^^ Nice!! Should be able to replace Thai Express since we had a very bad experience back then.. derr.

Went to meet bros for dinner! Then i had a impromptu decision to give JJ a surprise for his bleated birthday since he spent his birthday in field camp ._. how sad righhhhht. Glad that he didn't suspect anything at all hahahhah. Must be go army come out become stupid-er already ooops! Below is the picture that we surprise him. Kinda small uh the surprise, cos didn't bring anything out at all. Then we had to use the stones at the side to enhance the decorations. Those letters are made up by matches. Can see how impromptu we are. Using anything we have on site lolol.

Wanted to have supper w gheyp but thinking of transport backkk, i decided to give it a miss. Can't stayover as well cos i've my fyp report to rush the next day! DAMMMM. :<

Thursday 15th;

I TRAVELLED THE WHOLE OF RED LINE AND HALF OF GREEN LINE TODAY! MACHIAM AMAZING RACE. That's cos in the morning, i went 3 different places (including school). Tskkkk. I nua on bed for half an hour, then late for one hour for my fyp meeting -.- Weird eh? Means if i never nua also will late hahahahha. Okay, my time management sucks, totally. Then chin late one hour, meeting started at only 430pm and ended at almost 8pm! Suppose to go town for shopping. End up only can have dinner (bfast for me). Hungry like mad.

Then we had Astons againnnnnnnnnnnnn at Bugis. Ikr, our suayness's here again. It's fated that we cannot visit the same place twice. The 2nd time always suck big time. Ordered our dinner, first two plates came, two not here. So we slowly wait wait wait, almost half an hour plus, i checked receipt, REALISED THEY NEVER KEY IN 2 ORDERS. FMLFMLFML. Seriously, not that hungry anymore. Too hungry already. Got what i meant? Tskk. Still ate it luh when it came. Then Candy had to train atw from Bugis > JE > home cos of the SMRT train breakdown. zz

Picture taken while waiting for foooooood AGAIN :D

Today;

Went out w mum and ahma to town! Wanted to get lens, but different degree then very de ex. So ... end up didnt get. Shall just save moneyyyy.

16December2011
2137hours

2011-12-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

I'm a better girlfriend, than a friend.

重色亲友

that's me, i guess.

Friends, the message i'm trying to pass is, don't think too highly of me.

I ain't a good friend, really.. sigh.

14December2011

0304hours

2011-12-11T00:44:00.002+08:00

Saturday;

Holiday = Time to partehhhh!
But that means i need lots of 'ONZ' friends. Are you?

Met bros today for catchup session. Had dinner at Chompchomp again heeee. One of the incident today totally reminded me of that day when my other clique and me was dining at Sakae, our 'chanwamushi buffet'. Today was Sugarcane Juice buffet. Due to some miscommunication, me and Jn went to order 3 BIG cups of it. Went back to the table and realised they had already ordered. 2 BIG ones. Then here came the 3 juices. End up each one had to finish up one. That's more than enough to fill at least half of our stomach luh! Alright, then i think we really ate too much. Till i keep having stomach aches, that bloated feel again.

During eating, we left our chicken wings' bones on the paper plate at the side of the wall. Can i say few minutes?, 2639738921 ants all gathered around it, and its dam gross and disgusting! Feeling paranoid, we started to move our legs, feeling the itch. Then, while waiting for our food, we keep observing the ants and realised that they are moving some food UP the wall! OMG, the coolness is, they are already halfway up the wall, then they cannot handle the weight anymore and they keep trying to hang on but fail ! AND THEY ARE BACK TO SQUARE ONE, SO SAD LUH LOL! And when they are dropping down that time, we keep 'screaming' like playing game like that LOL. Dam cool, first time see ants carry food up the wall hahaha. And then i was wondering will they carry the whole chicken wing bone up the wall. It will be so epic! :D But... they didn't luh :/ One small meat cannot handle already, i doubt they can handle the whole chicken wing bone lol.

Went Mac to slack thereafter!

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Dam, im very upset. Cos i missed the lunar eclipse. Wasn't aware that it's gna happen tonight :( Sighhhhhhh!
I kinda regret that i didn't join Astrology as my cca during poly life. Tsk, it was so much of my interest...

11December2011
0041hours

2011-12-10T02:40:00.001+08:00

BACK AGAIN! :D

It's TGIF!
So glad to announced that MST are finally over. I don't think i can strive in any of the papers this time round, seriously. It's the worst test-period i've been through. Not confident in any single paper at all... sigh, but it's over. I hope my grades won't drop, like ikr.

Went out w clique and gheyp right after test! Orchard, yes AGAIN. Since week 3 of school term, we've been heading there EVERY WEEK w/o fail. It's like not we wanted, it's coincidence we need to be there for out activities lolol. Luckily, today everything went well, cos we're like struck down w suayness whenever we're there for week after week, till we went Bugis, where out luck turns better. Purpose of going down Orchard today was to take pictures for my group fyp report, derr. Right after test, joke. So went on taking photos at Scape, but .... likeafail uh thanks to the wet weather. Shopped around the flea market, and bought this:

Can you guess what it is? It's................... some innerwear LOL. I was so attracted by the Spongebob and decided to get it. & only gheyp bought it w me. Lin didn't wna get it :( Was thinking we could take a picture together during stayover in this, but....... HAR JOKING LUH :D The rest did some shopping too! Little ones hehehehe. Went back ceni and bought RAINBOW ROCK for gheyp. It was to thank her luh, for allowing me to stayover, providing me a place to study, slack, eat, sleep. Hahahaha. I think i'm kinda influenced by her many hahahahah and lololol in texts -.- W/e. Next we went off to Chinatown for the YOU JI MIAN! And i only realised that it was JI and not YA. Cos i told eve in the text that we're gna eat duck noodle. Damz, why my chinese so cui lololol zzz. Upon entering, the stall was like... hmm, smells nice. Started eating! Nice! And then saw this cute guy upon leaving heheee. But 2nd time see him, not that cute already lolol.

Liz and Eve went home after buying some desserts from Chinatown. So the 4 of us walked to Clarke Quay! Just nice reached there almost 1900, then there's this bubble display! It's like so awesome, freaking zillions of bubbles coming out from a machine, omg, heaven. Stood in the middle and play likeakid! Awesome time :) Went to chill at a dessert store, had waffles w ice cream, crepes, etc. Was waiting for our food and took some pictures! Like the first one most ^^

Chilled........., andddd home!!

Can't wait for the next few gatherings already. So many to-do-list! :D

10December2011

0240hours

2011-12-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

Hi, i'm back for awhile, maybe.

Just a random move to post tonight after reading through some blogs and partly cos i'm feeling bored. It's the 3rd mst paper tomorrow. But... i don't really feel like studying cos of the past 2 papers, which kinda sucks? Studied so hard for it, and so much didn't came out in the test. Felt like i was being cheated by the tips given, especially Negotiation which was today's. Wanted to aim high as usual, but not this time round. Just a grade of 60-70 would be alright.

Can't wait for holidays to come! Cos i've so much things up my sleeves kekeee. Stayovers, cycling, sentosa, various countdowns, getaways, meetups w cliques and more cliques.......... and maybe clubbing? Club w/o alcohol, sounds funny? Decided not to work this holidays cos the previous holiday was a nightmare due to non-stop working.

Andddd, i guess that's all i've to say. Byes.

I'll make sure i'll not fall for you.

7December2011
2133hours

2011-12-01T19:24:00.000+08:00

It's painful, to go through such process which you doesn't want to, but you have to.

1December2011
1922hours

2011-11-23T14:12:00.002+08:00

Don't leave me like the way you did before.

Cos idwna get hurt again.

23November2011
1412hours

2011-10-29T00:12:00.000+08:00

The long lost freedom that i ever had since april when i started working every Saturday.
I got it back today. Finally had the chance to say "Its TGIF!"

But, why must you spoil my day, with just one text?
No one can understand how upset i'm feeling.
With the problems piling up, and never going down.

Fuck My Life

29October2011
0011hours

2011-10-14T09:37:00.001+08:00

Teach me how to turn into a rebellious kid.
The one who smokes and drink everyday.
The one who have tattoo all around the body.
The one who needs to be bailed out every night.
The one who doesn't have to fucking care anything about her family.
The one who do whatever she wants, and still enjoys life.
And the one who don't mean to end her life, just her problems.

Who needs a heart, i don't mind donating mine.

14October2011
0936hours

2011-10-10T22:12:00.002+08:00

I need you to wait for me, to take care of you.
So please stay healthy.

10October2011
2211hours

2011-09-29T11:42:00.001+08:00

Vans, i've got you heeee. <3

Gta be away for a long time from blogging ! Busy working !

29September2011
1141hours

2011-09-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

Monday-Tuesday, 5th - 6th Sept

Went for FYP meeting.. discussion on fyp report :( as usual, sian ttm, gta complete 20% of report by next friday, and 10% by this friday! not even a single word is typed yet ..

After meeting, split among ourselves to kiba's and peiqi's car and head to amk ! Walao, kiba right, don't wna turn on GPS and keep tailing pq . then pq suddenly turn left, he have to turn immediately also lol . then after turning, lost track of their car already -.- so kiba just tried his luck driving and driving . then suddenly pq drove pass like and im like, 'OMG is that their car ?!!!' then just nice they called me and yes, it's their car. joke luh, we thought they in front of us all the time then they behind us . later lost track of them again zzz . so we continue our own route. and finally .......... we're lost . kiba went to toa payoh there instead of amk ! so we took one big round to reached amk . alright then finally reach amk .. omg im glad the ride was fun hahahah . no accident ! :x

Reached amk , chiong ntuc to buy all the steamboat food that we needed ! spent almost an hour . luckily didn't over our budget ! went eve's house then start preparing . dinner at 9pm ! kao , early supper i guess ! couldn't finish the food as usual .. ate till 1115pm then send qid to take a cab home . went 7-11 to buy some drinks cos there wasnt enough . showered , played blackjack .. i won $9 ! my luck came only after eve went to shower heeee. starting keep losing . then played till around 0230 kiba and victor went home . the rest of us continue w Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ~ played a lot game ! played till 0630 and decided not to sleep , head to mac for breakfast ! then all of us went home . homed , showered , slept !

I had so much fun, thats all i can say .

7thSeptember2011
0042hours

2011-09-01T00:22:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad it's over. Referring to examinations :) Sadly, i did real badly for my last paper, mice. It's just the same situation for previous year paper, ccs. So i expect the marks will ranging from 40-50/100? Yeah, that's it. Over, won't be thinking about it anymore!

Shifting house is such a .... hassle. I don't like it. I don't mind shifting right into the new house straight, but we're shifting here and there. It's so troublesome, almost every night had to cab down to my ahma's house to bring the things over little by little, it's still going on.. till Friday, where everything will be over, last round of shifting! Can't wait for everything to be over... But there's still something for me to worry on, some ... family matters sigh. Don't understand the adults' thinking, why are they so ... idk, i hate to be sandwiched. I gna miss my house so much... I'm gna earn big bucks and buy a house for me and my beloved to live.

Life's gna get so busy once again. No time for me to rest :(
FYP report, work, appm, .... on&on. And i gna get more jobs for sure. Intro pls!

I'm still hanging on August.. September, watch me (:

1September2011
0022hours

2011-08-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

I finally broke down after hanging on for so long. It just came running down, but i felt shiok after everything. Still sad but at least it's out.. I'm really sorry to all friends that my mood has been especially down this month. I think i've been quite guai lan and straight forward towards you all recently. I told myself that i wouldn't do this to my friends before, but eventually i still did it. Letting my mood affect the way i behave in front of you people. I'm sincerely sorry for this.

Especially jiehui, i know you've been down, but i didn't bother about comforting you just cos i'm feeling bad myself.. I overlook your feelings.. Yet you still show concern for me..

I promise to stand up again, will never think of committing suicide. But you see, if i keep saying that i wna die, at that point of time, i really feel like leaving this world. But then again, if i would really wna commit suicide, i would not even tell anyone and just die. So... be glad that i'm still posting 'i wna die' stuffs heee. & friends, you don't have to worry about me, the reason i don't wna share about my stuffs is because, you people are not in the situation as i'm in, therefore, you wouldn't know what im exactly feeling.. That's why i say there's no point in saying, and it only make you people having more burden. So no point right? (:

Thanks friends, and i'm sorry again.

26August2011
0150hours

2011-08-20T21:13:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been so stress up that you just wna do anything that's risky?

Don't even have the fear of death anymore?

Even it's just a moment of pleasure.

Drugs, smoking, drinking.. those type i'm referring to.

Chill, i won't do it.

20August2011
2111hours

2011-08-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

Friends, do me a favour.

Don't ask me what's wrong.

Leave me alone and don't ask whenever i'm keeping quiet.

There's a reason why i don't wna share anything about my stuffs.

I don't find the point.

I'm sorry that you've got such a negative friend.

Can just ignore me, really.

20August2011
2037hours

2011-08-14T14:09:00.000+08:00

Sentosa w bros and tj! Aiya, i'll count him as one our bros already(: Yesterday was dam awesome. Before heading to sentosa, went to giant to buy our lunch, those usual tidbits and stuffs for picnic. During shopping, bros keep playing around.. dam joke luh, we machiam middle of attention..

1) reb say wna buy cherries, then never say wna buy how much. so wj went to take ONE cherry and wanted to put it into the trolley.

2) we say we needa buy more things to eat cos its our lunch, then wj went to put one whole packet of rice into the trolley. sl who pushed the trolley didnt even notice then until we pushed it to the other side, all of them saw it and lol!

3) jj say wna buy watermelon to kick soccer -.-

4) jn wanted to buy gardenia bread cos nicer, but sl say wna buy giant de bread cos cheaper by $1+. so she put the giant bread into the trolley. after that jj and wj saw other bread only 91cents. then shout to sl say this bread cheaper , went to put her giant bread back and took that lol! but in the end never buy those bread cos we found better stuffs!

Alright this are some which i remembered. You gta be in that situation to laugh! let's move on to sentosa!

The only successful jump shot we managed to take!

Had lunch first then played our ball games! Captain ball, volleyball, touch rugby, still got some other game i forget the name! Dam funnnn. Esp when falling down on the sand. Love the feeling :) Not being a saddist but it's like so enjoyable! Keep repeating these few games. Wanted to throw each other into the water, but 3 khatibs never bring extra clothings. So never really play in the water! Love the games there (: Stupid guys still play with a bee in the sand. Like small kid luh! Till late evening went off for dinner!

Decided to have dinner at Just Acia, luckily we got a good seating. And then here's where the fun comes in. After finishing all our food, its the dare or dare game!! The most disgusted drink would be the 4th round.. Hot coffee + Random soft drinks + Reuse ice cream from round 3 + sugar.. And so suay im one of the suay kias who gta drink it -.- Then right, almost after every mouth, sl keep spitting nonsense out, we wanted to make her dirnk it back LOL! Alright, there's too much to blog about here, shall just skipppp! Photos in FB!

Went AMK mac to chill cos couldn't catch a movie as it's not convenient for jj to cab home at 1 plus. So chatted and joked around again! Wanted to eat ice cream, but thinking back.... phobia.. so none of us bought anything. just sit and chill.

Came home, stomach upset :( Diarrhea! But still, worth it for all the fun! Whole body muscle ache now and my knee cap machiam bai ka already...

Alright, and im gna see my new room later on.. I hope i'll survive w that environment living w other ppl :(

14August2011

1408hours

2011-08-10T02:40:00.002+08:00

He did something and i laughed.

Then he asked, "Are you really happy?"

I was left dumbfounded.

10August2011
0239hours

2011-08-09T00:23:00.002+08:00

Find me a reason to live.

9August2011
0023hours

2011-08-07T17:52:00.000+08:00

I hate Sundays. It's always a mixture of feelings day sigh.
Why do i have so much to think of?
I should just find a job and get busy everyday.

7August2011
1751hours

2011-08-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

5th August, Friday

Zoomed right off to meet bros after lesson. Suppose can reach earlier one then i forget that i have not called the respective schools reagarding the competition for fyp! Chionged call and one school waste my time luh, on hold for like 8 minutes plus . Damz . Late for 30 mins :( I felt bad cos my bros are all on-time peeps one! Never late.

Reached hougang mall then went to had brunch. Walked to reb's ahma house take a sit cos reb wna change clothes. Then walked to jj's friend house to take bball ! Then play bball ! Omg, laugh till pengz cos of their craps while playing luh ! Super fun seriously. But cos of the super duper burning weather, we played for 2 hours plus only or less. Then went to chit chat while resting. Decided to head to Bedok earlier. While buying drinks at ShopNSave, 4 of us keep snatching to pay for it -.- In the end wj got it lol.

Bused to Bedok, almost an hour ride. All of us sleep dao shiok shiok, except dage whos reading magazine! Went Bedok point walk around but everything there is just food food and food. IKR ITS TEMPTING! First thing come to my mind is next time jio friends all go there eat everything liao! Alright then shop around and waited for seok. Bused to Bedok 85! Today Bak Chor Mee so fast, not much people, or maybe we went too early. Then after dinner don't know where to go. Actually wna go ChompChomp for 2nd round one! But after that think for quite long never go. Went back Bedok point to see got what eat. But never eat, wanted to watch movie also failed cos no good timings :( Finally decided to just go Mac to chill. Had ice cream, this time me pay, no one snatch :P Wj shared his camp stories! Left at 10 plus. Talked about horror stories again on train -.- And everyone got scare again lol ~ Homed!

Sun burnt :( Free blushers on my face. My body still got hot hot feeling, lagi worse under the sun. Like burning again! AND WE DECIDED TO GO SENTOSA next Saturday. Actually wna meet on Friday to chill again but i think better not since Sat meeting up. heee, we're all addicted to meeting up. Gta do so when everyone is eng right now. It'll not be if Uni starts and JJ go army :( Wj POP soon woo!

6th August, Saturday

Woke up so reluctantly and headed to work.. New workmate, my junior from SP! Such a coincidence. But didn't see her in school before. First lesson was awesome, 2nd not bad, last one is good. Maybe cos i'm getting even tired lol. I love the last lesson cos one the cute boy luh omg. Seriously why is he so cute?!!!! And today got 2 new student. I teach 1 teach till wna no voice ... Anyw work was great again!

Took pay today :) Yesterday another's job pay arrived. And my bursary havent bank in omg. I feel so unsecure carrying the cheque here and there. Lost = ggdotcom !! But no time go open bank account :((

6August2011
1841hours

2011-08-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

This noon during mice lecture, jiehui pass me one char siew puff.

You see, i'm still bad at expressing myself, hahaha thanks buddy! <3

Work was quite fun today! I managed to teach the kids ABIT cos the teacher went out to do something hehe. Teach as in really stand in front of the whole class (only 9 students lol) and read numbers out. I wonder how i sound like hmmm. And i dare to 'lame' with the kids too lol cos i usually keep quiet and just laugh one. Yay, improvements after like working for 3-4months ?! Then the last class one, one guy keep don't wna do work.... After lesson he cried so loudly when his dad come fetch him ;/ Ohya the first class, got one new boy :) Handsome boy again LOL~ So many handsome, pretty n CUTE students! The new student today very guai , listen to everything i teach. So yeahhh ~ looking forward again to work! Gta improve myself on Sat's!

4August2011

2353hours

2011-08-03T18:46:00.000+08:00

The awesome dinner from Bimbo <3

Sorry, i'm not good in expressing myself, so here it is, thanks a lot really :)

3August2011

1845hours

2011-08-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

Why am i so emotional suddenly. Since Saturday, after the night market's incident.
Don't talk to me about those stuffs, practically it's everything.
Cos my life is made up of those.
Even by only looking at pictures, i can literally tear.
Sigh.

& so i'm gna spend my August starting this way.

2August2011
0047hours

2011-07-31T16:41:00.002+08:00

I'm sad, but i felt happy for you (':

Guess i'm born to live my life this way.

31July2011
1641hours

2011-07-31T00:57:00.001+08:00

30th July, Saturday

Work's awesome today heee. All the kids are just sooooo cute! Love saturday's. Thursday one still not really close to them yet. Soon soon :D Last lesson the kids are soo attentive luh, first time! And there's one boy he's seriously cute and handsome man omg. He looks like he's mixed but his father looks totally asian. I asked the boy is he a Singaporean? He replied me, "What's porean?" hahahaha, cute ttm :) Wna take a photo w him sia but i dare not :/ And one collegue working for the last day today already sadddd. Though not really close to them, but she's one good lady.. Will miss you, be back soon! Wonder who's taking over her... Hope it's someone as good and kind.. & there's a girl last day in this center as well cos she's transferring to the one at Kovan.. Then she gave all teachers a gift! When she passed me, i was kinda shocked and reconfirmed w her that is it really me who you wna give, cos i worked only for 3 months there. (Oh wow, 3 months.. time passes so fast) Hahaah, so happy :) Got another girl give me sticker also ~ Happygirl92!

The gift from my student, Nicole! :)

Went to Racial Harmony event to help out at Khatib! Supposed to reach at 1430 but i'm working so arrived at around 1615. Quite boring luh cos is game booth again.. Don't like helping out at game booth, is the sianest thing at work one can have. Repeating the same words, same steps over and over and over again.. Event ended and went NP to have dinner w fypmates! Pq and Liz didn't join. Had BBQ Chicken! And waited for quite long for the food to be served.. Kiba seriously N.O.I.S.Y ............. bth! Then went night market to get food after dinner !! And i fell in love immediately w the Spongebob card holder and bought it!!! Ohya, went Uncle Tidbits to buy sweets too! Cos i'll have nothing to do during lectures, so can nom those sweets. Bought 10 at one go wahhahaa. Last for 10 lectures :P

Been spending so much on food recently :( Imagine almost $20 or more spent on food everyday. Sigh, i'll be broke in no time seriously.

Stop me from eating, please..

31July2011

0053hours

2011-07-30T01:27:00.000+08:00

29th July, Friday

TGIF! Though i'll still have to work on every Saturday..

Combined class w 04 today for MICE BBQuiz.. totally sucks cos everything i copied can be erased. there's a total of 18 questions and i think only THREE TO FOUR I COPIED CAME OUT LUH. & then the rest i just tikam cos i never read the other informations except for those i copied..... seriously........ waste my 2 hours copying.. and ended up only got 60/100. but not that sad cos at least i passed... expected worse result. went to hand in mice report like finally after struggling for 2 nights. (:

took the train back to khatib w candy cos i want her to pass my laptop to my mum and go elsewhere. it was a last minute decision to meet up w qi and jh. actual plan was to head home after lesson to SLEEP and dinner at chomp with bros (bs7). i got fined $2 for overstaying in the train station damz -.- they even minus one concession luh!! went bugis and search for qi's bdae present. end up didnt buy any but at least she knows wheres shes heading.. shopped ard w jh and mum (met her at bugis) as qi went home earlier to study.. till 6 went off to amk to meet bros!

ChompChomp for dinner! but today's wasn't as good as the other days, idk why... the hokkien mee taste weird. chicken wing uncle never give us lime so it taste not as nice too. satay also abit hard :( well, but its the people around that brings the mood! went for dessert at dessertbowl right after dinner. durian mousse and mango pomelo !! omg it's awesome dessert. always full house one. and there are many miniatures which looks super real !! look at the pictures below and i think u will think that those are real places luh ! seriously dam nice...

SEE!!! ALL LOOK SO REAL LIKE REALLY AT THOSE OLD HAWKERS. (For the 3rd picture, the people behind are real lol, not included in the miniature)

Bused back to amk then wanted to watch movie but all timings not suitable... so went Mac to chill instead. shared ghost stories and omg, its so dam scary and even real encounters from bros. still thinking of it now. guess i'll b scare out of my wits if im the one encountering. decided to leave to not miss the last train. gna meet again soon, and this time round will be at our sec sch, red cross! memories :)))

Awesome night (Y)

30July2011
0124hours

2011-07-27T21:35:00.000+08:00

People asked me if i ever think that it's such a waste of time loving someone when you know it's impossible to be together.

Definitely not, it's the choice that my heart made and loving them is one of my happiest time during that period. Able to see them just for a second is another happiness.

27July2011

2135hours

2011-07-27T21:21:00.000+08:00

26 July, Tuesday

Went to meet fyp mates right after lesson! already had a pre-plan celebrations for qid but all of us had to act along that we're just going for a gathering. arrived at dhoby too early and just slacked around while lin and me went somewhere else. lin also agrees that he's handsome wahahhaha. candy, you'll get to see him soon :P alright then went to Sakura at around 1715.. the dinner buffet only starts at 1800 so took some photos around the areas there. was playing around then when there's some cops walking around, kiba immediately sit down and act guai lol! he seems so afraid of them..

Finally 1800 then went to makan! but we didnt reserve seats so had to sit outside which is aircon-less zz. hot canzxz. and their service kinda bad also. this might be my first and last time visiting sakura. i rather have sakae! cheaper and better :) the only good this at sakura is there's more varities luh. and unlimited salmon!!! those raw salmon eater dam gan jiong, first dish is 2 full plates of raw salmon. and you know what, they cleared the WHOLE plate of salmon when the person just top it up lolol. everyone beside looking at them.. then continue getting more salmons after finishing. when everyone gna stop eating already, i started my main course. some rice, vege and meat lol. suddenly feel hungry again. then continue get this and that but all eat halfway only. lucky nvr charge for wastage of food, if not we gna pay alot more extra... eat till dk what time, my stomach finally cannot take it. and i regret ordering the sausage. end up pq and some others had to finish it up for me.

And in the middle, we went to took desserts and celebrated qid's birthday in advance! HOPE YOU ENJOY YOURSELF :))) the 'cake' that we took for her at the buffet haha.

Seriously, i ate a lot too much.. and i'm still feeling some pain in my stomach now! The pain is even stopping me from doing sit ups :( so no sit ups for 2 days i guess! Gta work on push ups.. Walao im so weak, do 10 push ups wna die already -.- Maybe i too fat, hand too weak cannot support my weight. Alright, time to conitnue my MICE report, working till late tomorrow no time do uh !!

27July2011

2118hours

2011-07-26T00:50:00.000+08:00

25th July, Monday
Awesome day especially ending the day with a Manhattan feast, on PH's house! :D Event started at 3 today so got up only at 12pm. Rolled on bed as much as possible! Trained to Outrum and met girls as usual. Started event, students today are rowdy! Some quite gl one... 2 hours later it ended and went to Dhoby for dinner! :)

26July2011

0049hours

2011-07-21T23:15:00.000+08:00

20July, Wednesday
Volunteer work was very boring! Cos keep doing the same thing lo. I also dk what to talk about it anymore after the first day ;/ Went Dhoby to have my breakfast/lunch/dinner at around 6plus... Hungry ttm. Went Daiso shop after that and homed!

Today
As usual work work. Went to the wake after that w clique w/o eve. Ate many many peanuts while chatting. Bused home for 1 hour. Bladder almost burst cos i drank 3 bottles/packets of drinks before that!!! Luckily i survived through the ride -.- AND IM FREAKING HUNGRY SINCE LAST NIGHT. Hurry chiong shower and then mum brought food back for me and EAT EAT EAT. It's the 2nd time i've been emotional for starving ... Yay PH say he's gna treat us makan after Monday's event!!! WOO~ Looking forward! Didn't know he's so generous hahaha.

Alright, you can see im lazy to blog, so thats all!

21July2011
2315hours

2011-07-20T01:50:00.002+08:00

Realised that i'm recently blogging for the day before today cos have been coming home late since Friday.

20July, Tuesday
Today was the first day of volunteer work for Anti Addiction Affair 2011 at HPB. No much comments actually, just some usual roles that an event has. So well, during the 2 hours break, we walked to Chinatown to have our brunch. Ended up at Mac cos the weather was too hot for us even though there's much better food all around us at the hawkers. During the walk there, only remembered that my leg hurts like shyt. Trained back to Outrum and played around at the Health Zone Exhibition Center :) Played the aracde bball, its foc wahhah. Been wanting to play bball for such a long time. So i shall look forward going there to play this! And also played some other games there w the rest. And there's this machine which is 'Jump and Reach'. The highest we reached is only 230cm! Gna aimed 240cm at least before the event ends! Alright, next session come and goes.

Went to meet brothers after event at Dhoby. They bought some finger foods and went for pool. Walked atw to the place w my hurting feet and then realised that the pool there closed down already!!! I'm like omg, are we gna walk back, there's already 2 blisters on my feet, and small skinless part at the back of my feet.... Then we decided to go Marina Sq instead. Wanted to take the bus but realised there ain't any. So.......... ended up walking to Suntec.. Well, so it was worse than only walking back to Dhoby right?!! lol. Just beared w the pain and finally finally at last reached the pool area. Paste paste more plasters. Start pooling :) JJ pro man, play w him stress one. 1 v 1 him even stress! ;/ Played for around 2 hours plus and went to shop around. Had dinner at Just Acia at around 9 plus. Ate and stories telling till the shop is closing then we decided to leave. Homed! Tired ttm... Found bball, mahjong khakis already, my brothers! (Y) Onz one :)

Alright, school work. I'm so lazy to start on MICE.. Shall think about it again some other days when i'm in the right mood.. I just wna play everyday now. Had enough of being sick and tired life feeling. Since i wouldn't be in school for a week, why not take this chance to enjoy myself and forget about everything!

I know who are the friends that i can rely on when i'm in need.

Being immune to the hurt is part of growing up.

20July2011
0149hours

2011-07-19T01:52:00.002+08:00

Alright, i'm feeling much happier day after day. and i feel so glad (:

18July, Monday
Went school for presentation! & i didn't know that attire was smart causal, and almost wear slipper, but didn't cos going out after that. Luckily i didn't wear too sloppy! My new shoe gave both my feet trouble.. Hurts throughout the day, and abit lesser after i plastered it.. Presentation sucks ttm. I didn't expect it to be quite formal type one that's why i never prepare to present properly at all! Thought that it will be just like normal 'sloppy' presentation -.- And then i screwed up totally luh sigh. W/e, it's over..

Went home to put stuffs and then met Reb. Headed off to amk to meet brothers. But went earlier cos meet Jren first. Ate Chocolate Melts at Mac!

Then next went Challenger to buy all the stuffs i need woo. All FOC cos got vouchers from my dad ^^ Can't find a pink mouse that's nice so bought a black one instead to match my speaker. Bought one mousepad for my bro as well cos got leftover money!

After that, met brothers. Actually wna go Chomp eat, but then Seok last minute say she tired dw go! So end up eating Zi Char. Oh my god, dinner's damn great w them luh cos of all the gossips. So many shocking news! And we decided to meet up tmr for pool after my event! Yays. One sad news is that i can't make it for the NDP this coming sat cos i've to work and do project. DAM IT, WASTED ONE CHANCE TO GO NDP!!! :(( Happy for nothing yesterday when i heard the news that there's 2 tix available.. Alright, then we chatted for quite some time till i say wna go toilet then left after that ;/

Met Qi at mrt, homed together. Then she wna go ntuc buy drinks so asked Jh come along. Ended up chatting till midnight then home. Just nice chat halfway Jin came home then chatted too hahah. Great catchup! :)

Qi... i really don't mind you coming my house stay so stop minding!!!

19July2011

0151hours

2011-07-18T00:45:00.000+08:00

Hi, i'm here to blog again.

On my last day of work which is yesterday :)

Decided to met XT 5 minutes earlier cos both of us wanted to do abit of shopping before work. But ends up both of us are late ._. Then we have to squeeze our way through the crowd to get into the hall. And we finally squeeze till almost the door there, it opens and everyone rush in like they needa tou tai ! Seriously, singaporeans or whatever reans luh. Kiasu canzxzxz. Started work....... today chiong abit more cos boss say wna hit target! But Friday's sales like still better. Asked mum come over to find me cos i wna ask her buy dumplings home! It's very nice. But i dare not to buy it myself cos of some reason... Had dinner w mum. Alright, then pack up and home. Nothing interesting today..

Yay, and boss said in the text this morning that he wants me to keep the tshirt, don't need return him. That means i have more job opportunities coming up wahahaha. And it's really kinda fun to work in events cos you get to see how they sell their products and everything. And i've decided to use this for my MICE individual report. So changed of event at the last minute! Luckily due date changed to 29 July :)

This week only going school on Monday wooooo~ Actually dk good anot. But at least still w my clique! So means Tuesday to next Monday no need go school !

&& my bro went reservice. The room shall be mine for 2 weeks. I don't mind having a roommate! :D

18July2011
0045hours

2011-07-17T00:45:00.001+08:00

I guess yesterday was quite awesome.

Work at expo. Reached earlier today and waited for XT. She say my hair is nice, yays! :) Work was.... kinda alright luh. But biz like wasn't as good as ytd, surprisingly. Cos weekend was suppose to be better! And the preference at expo and suntec was opposite one. Not bad luh, another experience and learn new things (in terms of sales and biz)! And i wasn't the only who keep dropping the cups, cos XT too lol! I kinda day-dream alot today.. didn't really attend to much customers, cos kept looking at him disiaoing customers. its so funny luh! and the customers also play along one hahahah.

Alright, shall talk about after work. XT say she wna do heena. then we went in and she sat down already, she asked for the design. then she see nothing she likes. she tell me she dwna do already, ask me how? lol! then i say just tell them dw do and walk off. and then we did that omg so paiseh! after that we went to shop around the discount areas. and i randomly bought a bag cos she thinks its nice too! another embarrassment was, we was chatting in the train till we got off the wrong side and had to get in the train again to alight at the other side ;/ lucky not much people saw i think!

I wonder how long it took him to ease off the heartbreak that time.

17July2011
0044hours

2011-07-16T00:19:00.003+08:00

Let's talk about Thursday..

Missed the event briefing and went for work instead.. I know i should not bring in my personal emotions. But i still can't stop thinking. & yes i was a bit impatient w the kids. But i bet anyone else might be worse than me though lol. Even the other teachers.. There was this kid, really just couldn't concentrate at all in class. When i was teaching him abacus, he just keeps looking around. Ask him use one hand, he use two hands. Ask him use two hands he use one hand. Ask him use left, he use right, goes on.... AND ask him look at my hand, HE HOLD MY HAND! Omg, idk am i suppose to say he's cute or what... But yes, he's testing my patience. Ofc, i still slowly teach him luh, afterall he's still a kid ;/ And i wished that he'll be better the next lesson i see him!!!

Now, on Friday..

Skipped school, went for work at Food & Electronics Bazaar 2011 @ Expo. Totally hate the 1 hour train ride cos i've to keep changing damz. Received compliments on my hair :) I thought i would have to fake smile again, but amazingly i didn't except to customers luh. I'm not in the right mood for the whole day. And my eyes been hurting since morning till NOW. tearing... i wish i won't get blinded, and im serious. it just seems that there's a small dot that looks like a hole in my eye when i look in the mirror. scary shyt. w/e. I don't really like Food and IT fair mixed at all cos i'll have a hard time getting into the hall. There's just thousands of people waiting outside the hall before it opens to catch the cheapest IT products. & you know what my colleague said... he was already there early in the morning then he noticed that those IT posters already put sold out before even the fair starts. like so wt....? And this time round the food fair side nothing to eat one. Wonder how am i gna survive for the remaining 2 days cos im already having difficulty surviving the first.. Ohyes, and i keep dropping the cups today at work. Sigh. Didn't really attend to much customers too, luckily he was working. If not no biz already. Otw back, i missed all the trains that i've to ride on. First the one to Tanah Merah, waited 6 mins for next. Then to Paya Lebar, waited 4 mins. Then Bishan, waited 6 mins. Then to Khatib, waited 4 mins. Total 20 mins waiting zzz. I shall allow the next 2 days to proved me wrong that this ain't the worst week for me.

Time for report...
Been listening, repeating the song, 说好的幸福呢 since that day.
Nice song to accompany me indeed.

Is the heart and eye connected?

Why does my eyes tear when it's my heart aching?

16July2011
0017hours

2011-07-14T23:29:00.000+08:00

Too much had happen within a week. I didn't expect things to turn out like this. That's the last thing i would ever want it to happen. I can't lose you, all of you. cos to me, friends are the most important thing in my life. since everything else are not impt anymore. sigh fuck my life seriously. who can just accompany me and lie on the beach, doing noting.

14July2011
2329hours

2011-07-14T01:56:00.000+08:00

13July, Wednesday

Had a great time w bbf during dinner. It was a random decision that i made on Tuesday night to have dinner w them. But 11 of them made it :) Awesome. Had dinner at Popeye. As usual, we met at 1830 and only had dinner after 1930... 1 hour of waiting and deciding this and that! Well, maybe that makes us special, hah.

During dinner, the girls get to buy our food first. Then when we're eating, we didn't notice that there ain't any bags on the guys' seats. And another guy went to sit and was happily eating until Reb suddenly said to him, "EH, sorry, here got people sit already." Lol epic. The guy immediately look paiseh! But we let him sit luh, if not very bad like asking him to move away ;/ So the guys ended up sitting some distance away from us. But half an hour before we left, we sat together again and crapped!

At least i got the chance to be happy and be myself again for that period of time. Thanks bbf (:

Qi was thinking if she should ton at my house tonight, and i asked her to. So i won't emo. But... it still happens :S thanks though!!

14July, Thursday

I don't feel like i'm having school later on! And i really don't feel like going to school. Too many things happen in just these few days. School's meaningless w/o fun.

14July2011
0156hours

2011-07-12T19:26:00.000+08:00

I just did.

12July2011
1926hours

2011-07-12T17:10:00.001+08:00

这算是失恋吗？

12July2011
1710hours

2011-07-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

broke down last night before sleep. sigh. all the stress' coming. 45k clips, work, 4 reports (all due within this month), packing of my house within 1 month. tell me how to complete my report? :( im poor at time management... sighhhh. gta complete 2 reports by this sunday. my ahma over at my house for the weekends to help w the packing of house. but i can't accompany her :( i love you ahma! shall buy thing after work for her tmr.

8July2011
2359hours

2011-07-08T00:57:00.000+08:00

Wish that the clubs are just located right below my block, so i can visit it whenever in times of need like now.
Ofc, ladies night would be good.

8July2011
0057hours

2011-07-08T00:47:00.000+08:00

Took up all jobs w/o much thinking, since i'd be free after next wednesday. Finally saying bye to the 45k binder clips. And then it's work spreee...... only 2 reasons why i wna work, i know i've no one to rely on to take care of my living & i don't need time for my imgination to run wild. so work and school shall keep me occupied for these few weeks/months! it's not what i really want though. who doesn't wna be free, eat play sleep every day sigh. hope i catch up w all my school work esp those projects that are gna due soon and ive not even started on any one at all . dammz . and i gta complete everything within this week! how to when i doesnt have the time .....

Been staying back in school every night just to get the binder clips done. boring shyt seriously, but had some deep chats and thoughts while doing it w mates. kinda awesome, made me think through quite a lot. also blasting music and been singing along :) gna K soon after we're free!

Life kinda suck yeah? :/ why am i like this again.

I thought it was over? No.

8July2011
0046hours

2011-07-03T20:50:00.001+08:00

Went shopping at KSL City and City Square Mall yesterday w mum and bro! Was actually quite pissed before the trip cos i waited for them half an hour at the station, and then due to miscommunications, they board the train w/o me and im still waiting dumbly until i decided to check my phone -.- Ended up taking the train myself.. But luckily i had an awesome time shopping. & spent RM145.80 excluding food! Bought back 7 cakes from Secret Recipe, a total of RM50! Abit too much i guess, imagine have to finish it asap. One day must eat at least 2! FAT-DIE! Didn't manage to eat some other food there cos of time constraint :( Maybe one day i shall go there w my friends and only focus on food! So shall prepare to gain at least 2-3kgs back home..

Came home and bought another 2 clothings from Gmart! So a total of $80 + spent on shopping in just one day! So not meeee. But im so happy :) Been saying that when im otw back from jb hahaha. Mum's finding me a nuisance already.

Aw, dam it, just heard that we've gotta move out by September? Not end of sept :( And exams is around that period, how am i gna managed my time mannn. Sigh.

3July2011
2049hours

2011-06-26T23:13:00.000+08:00

Hello, i'm back again, to update you on my FYP :)
It was a succesful one. Picture speak a thousand words! 2 thousand words below..

Thank you volunteers for coming down to help!

26June2011
2312hours

2011-06-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

I hope the kids remember me tomorrow.

I'm terribly busy w fyp. do support my anti-drug abuse campaign 2011 event at toa payoh hdb hub mall on 24-26th June 2011, 1100 - 1900 daily. more details on fb @ 'Life Does Not Rewind' fanpage :P thks!

17June2011
2325hours

2011-06-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

I failed my life..

as a friend,

as a student,

as a daughter,

what else?

No, this couldn't be happening. I thought i've been over it.. the suicide thoughts.

13June2011
2343hours

2011-06-02T22:08:00.000+08:00

Alright, i'm back. Just to post this picture. I can't help but smile to myself whenever i look at it. Reminds me of Baby totally :')

2June2011

2208hours

2011-05-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

I miss our texts.

15May2011
2129hours

2011-05-10T18:09:00.000+08:00

You've been on my mind for more than a year.

Just when will you be leaving?

10May2011
1809hours

2011-05-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

I needa buy so many things, but i dw to spend my hard-earned monehhhh.. I'm still 49/50 to reaching my aim by the age of 21 -.- Whatever!

Things i needa get, and i will when i have the money to invest in those ;
- Shoe
- Bag
- Pencil Case
- MP3
- Jeans
- Watch

Invest in those meaning i'm gna get like some expensive ones which will last me for at least more than a year or two, or even better forever lol.

2May2011
2344hours

2011-04-30T22:42:00.001+08:00

I just wna post some cute moments during work today!

1) The kids are supposed to say, "Goodbye teacher xx, thank you teacher xx." before they leave the class. But today cos this group of kids actually knew each other in their own primary schools, they said, "Goodbye teacher xx, May god bless you." LOL, cos they said they said this in school. Dam funny can!! I was quite stunned for a moment cos i was wondering, since when they change the goodbye greeting hahaha.

2) The cute boy who talked me last last Saturday got 'scolded' again today for the same reason, talking to me!! Awwwwwwww :D

3) A little girl cried today cos her brother bullied her.. When i told M what happen, she gave the 'lol' face cos her brother bullied her was = tricking her (in idk what) hahahaha.

4) There's no lesson next Saturday and when M told them that, they are so happy that they keep screaming 'Yay.....' they continued for quite some time until M told them to stop if not there'll be more homework.. Then one boy suddenly say 'Yay...' again and everyone started laughing. But it ended up everyone have extra homework to do! =x

I only can remember these few.. It's so fun working there with the kids :))) Awesome Saturdays!

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Currently i have 3 jobs on hand, but 1 gna end on Monday cos it's only a 4 days event :( Hope there's more food fair or w/e fair coming out again cos i enjoy working for this too! And i've been kinda flying aeroplane here and there just to work for another. I feel kinda bad but my schedule are really tight, but there's only Sat and Sun.. So far, i've been choosing over interest than higher pay! So i could somehow conclude that, maybe in the furture, i might not even work for a higher pay job if i don't like the job scope. CIAOS!

30April2011
2241hours

2011-04-24T22:48:00.001+08:00

Haiya, i'm so lazy to blog leh. But i wna post those memories. Shall just update some random stuffs.

Qi stayed my house since Wednesday, and went home today cos she's finally starting her 3rd year tomorrow. Since she stayed my house, we met up with Jh quite alot, staying at her house till late midnight before coming home. Idk why but i'm missing those times already lolol and it isn't long that these days passed! They just left my house and i'm feeling kinda sad already :(

& i think i needa manage my time real well cos i'm feeling tired every night and didn't start on my tutorials/projects at all on weekends. In my schedule, it's filled w work timings instead of tutorials deadline... tsk.

Sorry to everyone if i didn't reply your text, i'm just too lazy now to text and sometimes i really forget about it. It's better to find me on facebook or twitter..

24April2011
2248hours

2011-04-18T02:30:00.000+08:00

12 April;

Job briefing at 1600. Luckily i left my house earlier cos i was kuku enough to lost my way when the place is so easy to be found.. Reached, briefed on some random stuffs, asked me to find them again at 1800 cos the guy wasn't there yet -.- Slacked at kfc w Candy and Hl who came to find me! Went back at 1800, guy came at 1900, likeeeee wasting my time only. & cos of this, we reluctantly dragged ourselves to the mrt station to head to Dakota for our planned dinner. Randomly, at Serangoon station, we decided to dine at Chomp instead! Wanted to give them a treat cos i felt very bad for them waiting me for such a long time, but they rejected me AGAIN. And if i'm not wrong, the time we reached Chomp was already 8ish going 9..

14 April;

Met Jn and Reb for shopping for 5 hours plus! Then met the rest at AMK for dinner. Seok's bf joined us too. Caught up a lot over the dinner. And we'll always go through the 'snatching' to pay for the bill scene! That's BS7, cos we've our da-ges around :D

15 April;

Went to had Mac breakfast with gfs and then head to work together. This is the first time that 3 of us are working together. Work was quite fun, but i think if i'm doing that everyday, i gna sore throat for sure! Didn't had dinner together cos i was extremely exhausted.

16 April;

Went for work at CMA. You know what, i enjoyed every single moment of it. It was just awesome. So glad i took up this job, can't wait for every Sat to come! Came home, waited for Qi. Met them at ntuc and bought a bottle of soda to mix w the vodka. Up to Jh's house, chatted for quite some time before we start drinking in the kitchen for 1 hour or so. When we're about to leave her house, Jh's not feeling well :( So pei-ed her a while, and homed at about 0200.

17 April;

BBFs meet up again! This time round only 9 people made it, but better than nothing. Woke up only at 2ish in the noon when we're meeting at 1430. But i know bbfs sure late, so didn't really bother me that much hehe. Had brunch w Qi and Jh. Went up to her house and some had arrived. Started talking about our graduation trip. WOOO, decided on Taiwan. I'm so going to Taiwan w bbfs, hell yeah! And we've all agreed to save up to at least 2k before March 2012! After that, the guys played Dota -.- Cle didn't bring the card games, so the girls just slacked and some slept lol. Well, only Qi actually. Then played In-Between and Blackjack. Lost a few cents only, no kick. That's our dinner!

We actually decided which pizza to order for around 30 minutes.. So had our dinner at 8ish, watched Star Awards, homed! :)) & already thinking of when to meet up again hoho.

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School's reopened! Kinda look forward cos it's a new sem once again. The last year before we graduate.. I'll definitely miss Poly life, cos it's so slack (during lessons only). Working and studying are my life now! 2k before March 2012! :) But ofc i'll aim at least 3.5k...

18April2011

0228hours

2011-04-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

9 April;

It's gathering w bbf time! The outcome was really better than expected, cos of the previous gathering during xmas eve, i never thought that i'd be meeting all the guys again.. Supposingly to meet at 1430, everyone gathered only at 1630. I guess that's what makes bbf special, forever late! Started off w chatting then Monopoly Deal for 2-3 rounds which took 30-45 minutes per round. Cos max number of players are playing. Carried on w Mahjong w/o money, then decided to play 10/20 cents. I think i'm really a lucky player whenever i'm mahjong-ing cos i always win, well actually i only gambled twice lolol. Play only a few rounds and went for our zi cha dinner! $101 for our whole dinner! Took some photos at my block's void deck w the help of my mom.

Cle drove some of them home, leaving Tj and Map. Went for supper w the 4 guys after midnight at The Prata House! Only ate one plain and a cup of Horlicks Hot cos i'm still quite bloated since we had our dinner late. Oh my, the driving experience was dam speechless can. Went to 2 dead ends, drove on the wrong lane (the road is only for one-way, we're driving on the opp of other drivers!) .. etc. Hahaha, dam fun can! Cle sent all of us home and homed himself, thanks!

10 April;
Delayed the meeting time, woke up reluctantly, showered and outta meet Qi and Yt. It's SHOPPING TIME! But only the 2 girls did, not me :x Cos i didn't have the feel to shop today, but we're planning to shop again other day when we haven't finished shopping lolol. Half day spent shopping, a quarter day spent at ting's house. Packet dinner at idk what mall is it, and slacked over at her house, looking at her clothes.. Also viewed a video of her Korea's trip last year! Homed :D

11 April;
FYP discussion again!! I almost fell asleep every hour. That's how tired am i, non-stop outing and sleeping at almost 0400 - 0500 every morning.

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Woohoo, i'm awaiting to graduate, cos that's when i'll start working towards my goals. & ofc the randomly planned graduation backpacking trip w bbf!!! Can't wait for it to come like right now! Any suggestions on where we can backpack please do tell me :))))))

2011-04-09T03:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Gheyboy! :)

9April2011
0241hours

2011-04-09T03:27:00.000+08:00

My last post on outing was on the 27th March, so i shall continue from there (:

I'll try my best to blog based on my schedule and my recently stm memory.

28 Mar;

Went AMK for facial with Jh in the late noon. The feeling was very relaxing, and glad that the service was great cos we wasn't being pressurized by the staffs there to purchase certain packages. I saw a familiar face after facial-ing, it was the salesgirl from the roadshow where i worked last year. But we couldn't get to say hi cos she went into a room and didn't came out. Well, kinda sad that she didn't see us, cos it was nice talking to her that time. Went to bought movie tickets 'The World Invasion' and waited for Jin to pang kang. Had dinner together and went for movie! Homed thereafter. :)

29-31 Mar;

FYP discussion!

1 Apr;

Went to took my pay and had job briefing. Met BBF at AMK and went for dinner at Chomp! BJh didn't scam me, so he really had a surprise for all of us! Had fun over dinner and Chomp is really the place to have an awesome meal with your friends. Brought back many blings thanks to Cle especially, who purposely kept a lot for me :D

2Apr;

Finally went for appointment. Met Candy after that, went CWP. Purpose is to take pictures of the game booths at the night market for our fyp. But was disappointed to find only 1 game booth there and it wasn't really relevant.. Tried to shop around looking out for Hl's present, but none to be found. Looking forward to the reopening of cwp's shops cos it was under a big renovation! Had brunch cum dinner at LJS and i had bad experience.. The cashier didn't listen to my orders correctly, said she had confirmed with me, but it was another thing, me lazy to explain so just say ok nvm. After that, i gave her 20 bucks, she thought i gave her 12 bucks, and super reluctant to give me my change.. Bought lots of palam food and homed. My brother and his gf brought food back for my mom to cook. I ate theirs, and do not have space for my palam food. So had it for late supper!

3Apr;

FYP discussion with all. It was quite an enjoyable moment discussing at the Esplanade.

4Apr;

Suppose to have Sakae dinner buffet with the primary clique, but cancelled cos one of them had to work :( Therefore, i slacked through my whole day at home.

5Apr;

FYP discussion!

6Apr;

Went United Square with Candy to look for SB bedsheet, failed. Met Eve at PS, had brunch at KFC, bought the bedsheet, other presents. Headed towards AMK, printed the 4R photos, bought my red shoe (like finally after months), collected photos, went MOF and started DIYing the scrapbook. Accompanied Candy to buy rice cooker cos her sister called her and told her the one at home was spoilt :S Had a difficult time choosing which to buy. Homed! Prepared the Scrapbook for Hl and slept.

7Apr;

Met Candy earlier and went NP together cos we forgot to print another photo. Continued our DIY at Subway, headed to school for FYP discussion. Went Nihon Mura for our long awaited buffet at Ehub!! Picture speaks a thousand word, 4k words below then :)

Food was great, but i find the varieties a bit little. Had... (3+5) x 5 slices of salmon. Okay, i expected more. Cos we're all bloated by the other foods as well. And then surprised Hl with our plan! (: Video on FB. Check it out! Hope you had fun gheyboy.

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That's all for 2 weeks. I hope you didn't get bored reading it, cos i didn't really put in much feelings in typing this. Not because of each day, but today. I'll get over it soon with the support from Qi :}

9April2011

0326hours

2011-04-08T19:26:00.000+08:00

I wna tell her so freaking bad, instead of keeping it to myself.
But it's a promise to you that i can't say.
Fuck it.

8April2011
1926hours

2011-04-08T19:16:00.004+08:00

You brought me into your life,
and then you walked out of it.
Or is just me, thinking too much.
Sigh.

8April2011
1917hours

2011-04-04T16:07:00.003+08:00

There are so many things that i wna buy! Still saving saving saving up before i can get everything i want.. & i wonder when cos my aim of savings keep going higher ._. Always unsatisfied! Yeah, and finally a rest day for me after weeks of going out.. Last 2 weeks before school reopen, many stuffs to be done, especially fyp. Seriously hope that everything will go well, and i'm already kinda looking forward to June (: Gta managed my time real well when school starts! Don't wna tire myself out cos of working.

4April2011
1611hours

2011-04-01T02:42:00.008+08:00

It's another month, the month of April.

I'm glad the month of March had passed since it hadn't been a good one for me. Honestly, it's rather bad. I gone through another 'history repeats' process. Keeping things to oneself is so tough, but i'll rather keep it to myself even if i have a choice. Well, i'm best at that since i only believed in sharing happiness, not sorrows (only in my theory). I'll still provide listening ears to my friends out there! (:

Just some updates, i'm currently busy with my final year project, finding more temporary jobs before the next school semester starts and keeping in touch with my mates. All these is enough to fill up my whole schedule.. Gotta wake up by alarm every single day sucks. & i doubt i can reach my 1.2k before school reopens..... Sighs.

Anyway, i'm attached. (haha, lol, look at the date this post was posted)
Try highlighting this post to find the guy's name, have fun!

1April2011
0253hours

2011-03-28T00:43:00.005+08:00

Okay, fcuk blogger for screwing up always whenever i post pictures (previous post). And all my texts are kinda screwed up here and there. Lazy to re-arrange it as i've done so many times, but it's of no help at all.

28March2011
0045hours

2011-03-27T23:57:00.013+08:00

Just a brief one week post.. Can't remember some though.
17 - 20 march;

Photos cope from boss's facebook!

Work full shift at Suntec Food & Beverage Fair 2011. For the sake of money, managed to survive through the 4 days, standing.. Job was fun with friends over there. Boss was awesome too cos of his generosity haha.

22-23 march;

Sushi-making!

Dukboki, Pasta, Mango pudding!

SmileysG. w/o Liz came to stayover at my house. Cooked too much food, for almost a serving of 10 -.- And ended up throwing almost the whole bowl of dukboki. Played monopoly deal, etc.. Watched Phobia and 4bia from 0300 - 0600.. Eve left earlier the next day while Candy, Hl and i went for brunch. Came back continued watching the last story of Phobia, a hilarious horror story..
24 march;
Went school early in the morning for FYP discussion. As usual, it ended early again. Went Bugis with Candy, had brunch and bought her mobile phone. Met Jin thereafter, shopped! Wanted to get a new pair of shoes, but there's no size of mine.. Went Novena to get my fliers in the late noon, and headed towards AMK to look for my shoe. No size again! Bought Koi, drank and chatted outside NYNY for around 2 hours. Met Jiehui at YCK mrt to train home together. Both of them came to my house, chatted till 0000, went down for supper (: Lot of updates!
25 march;

my 3-in-1 meal for the day!

Far Far Away!

It's USS day! Finally i tried the roller coaster after 19 years. Just a summarise of what we've done. The Lost World - Jurassic Park Rapids Adventure (-Candy) Far Far Away - Shrek 4-D Adventure Madagascar - Nil ?! Ancient Egypt - Revenge of the Mummy (Eve and Gwen) Hollywood - Pantages Hollywood Theater Sci-Fi City - Battlestar Galactica Cylon (Eve and Gwen), Battlestar Galactica Human (-Candy), Accelerator (-Hl and me) Things i wna try when if i'm going there again: Everything else that i've not tried lol. Except Accelerator! Anyway, i had a great day with the girls..
26 march;
Went for work. Met Jin after that to have dinner :)
27 march;
Went for work. Met Qi, Jh, Reb, Yt after work to have steamboat at Bugis! I miss those girls.

Feeling super tired, no day for me to rest and slack at home. I hope my busy days will be over soon!

28March2011

0032hours

2011-03-25T02:47:00.001+08:00

Helping your love one fall in love, while falling out of love.

Boo, i'll be so busy till next thursday. I want to rest at home :( Shall update soon on all my happenings!

25March2011
0249hours

2011-03-16T01:40:00.004+08:00

Gna stop blogging for some time (:

No particular reason.

& i wish that everything will be better after shifting.

imma looking forward, definitely.

I wish i didn't love you.
I miss being a kid, i miss being so carefree.
When falling in love doesn't exist in my dictionary at all.
When heart-break doesn't exist in my dictionary at all.

16March2011
0143hours

2011-03-12T02:19:00.000+08:00

I have to get you out of my fucking mind like seriously.

12March2011
0220hours

2011-03-11T23:34:00.002+08:00

I know when, why, which, what, who to let it go.

But i don't know how to let it go.

11March2011
2337hours

2011-03-09T15:57:00.006+08:00

Been almost a week since i post!

Sunday;

Went for a pinic at Botanic Garden with the girls in the picture above! Reached there at around 4ish, found a spot, settled down. About half an hour passed, it started to drizzle so we decided to shift place. Finding a shelter or something. Thenn, after walking some distance, there wasn't any drizzle. So when we gna open the mat and settle down on another spot, we felt the little raindrops again -.- The weather playing with us har. So we just walked around looking for better spot, and later ended up back at the 2nd spot. & then settled down like finally, played Monopoly Deal till evening, checked for movie time, but no suitable ones. Took few pictures before leaving there, and saw Candy's (i forget which country) sister. LOL :D Walked around Orchard, had ice cream along the streets, homed (:

Tuesday;
I brought mummy for a movie! Cos i know she won't stop nagging me unless i bring her there -.- She's been craving for movie for idk how many weeks. And i know the feeling of wanting to do something, but no one wants to accompany you. We're late for the movie and only bought the tickets at 1725, which is the starting time of the movie 'My Ex 2: Haunted Lover'. Overall, the movie quite lame luh. Not scary one. Next, i brought mummy to ChompChomp cos she never been there before. We ate Hokkien Mee, Rojak and Popiah! Wanted to have Stingray, but it was closed. Homed after that! I can feel that mummy is happy (':

9March2011
1612hours

2011-03-03T17:58:00.003+08:00

I told my mum to follow me for appointment, so we can go optical together after that. After showering, i wasn't feeling well, so i told her i'm not going anymore. 50% was i'm feeling lazy too.. & cancelled my appointment thereafter. Mum had changed, make up, preparing to leave with me. And she didn't complain much, even this is not the first time. If it was me, i think i'll be ranting non-stop ^&(*!#^&@ to her. That's how great mum is. Deep down, i know how much love i have for her. It's just, we're too close that even saying 'thanks' can hardly come out from my mouth.

I Love You Mum (:

3March2011
1802hours

2011-03-02T16:49:00.003+08:00

Welcome to the month of March, hopefully things will get better!

1March;
Last paper today! Not to celebrate the month of March but to welcoming the 6 weeks of holidays! FC paper was average, missing things here and there but who cares, 70 marks will do. Only managed to sleep at 5.30am which equals to 1 hour of sleep before waking up and preparing for exam at 9am.

Changed of plan before we left school. Actual was to watch It's A Great Great World (?) at CWP then dinner at Dakota. Went town, bought tickets for I Am Number Four at ceni, had BK for brunch, shopped around and movie! I'm too lethargic that i fell asleep for quite long after the movie started for like 15-20 minutes? Then decided to lend Hl my jacket cos i think shes kinda cold. And it's also to my advantage cos i think i will stay awake if i'm feeling cold! Managed to keep my eyes wide open when the fighting started. Awesomely cool can, those power. Wish it could just go on. But good stuffs doesn't last. Tsk. Kay, back to topic lol. Yar, then end of movie. Went to shopped around here and there around town.

Decided on Din Tai Fung for dinner at Paragon after a long time. Headed to Orchard Central to shop! My first time there, and i realised i didn't even know there's this place (though i keep telling people there's Gong Cha here) when it's only beside 313 Somerset -.- Though there's nothing much but there's one shop, Urban Write, things inside dam cool. My type of shop, or rather OUR type! Think we spent almost half an hour or more in there. Wanted to chill at the highest level but Liz said it changed already. 12 level high, and the escalator like never ending. Dam chio! (:

Yeah, had a great night spent with the girls. I guess there's more to come!

2March2011
1702hours

2011-02-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

Let me recall what i've been doing.. UHM.
Shall start with Friday.

Friday;
Gone through law paper! I kinda felt confident, and yeah, it's always only after law, i have the confident that i will do well, in this paper only. But maybe for today, not on the MCQs part, cos i kinda misread a lot of it and got the answers wrongly. But still, definitely i'll hope that the last 3 papers, PM, Law & FC will pull up my grades since my first 2 papers kinda -just pass- type. Then after paper, went Bugis as planned with Gwen despite the terrible rain. Had pepper lunch for dinner, then headed to the streets to get our watches! Love the pink :D Went to bought Koi (i didn't drink, but bought for Candy). Trained back to Khatib together and delivered Koi over to Candy's. It was Gwen's decision actually, the previous Candy's birthday surprise as well. Candy be touched okay, Gwen did so much for you :P Then came over my house, watched ANTM C16! HELL YES , IT'S OUT HEEEEE. She went home after that!

Saturday;
Went for appm, met Gwen at town. Went to collect her pay, headed back to AMK. Otw, called Candy and Hl to join us for dinner at ChompChomp. But they rejected cos Hl don't want :( So thought of Jiehui, and surprisingly she joined us! for movie too! Had Mos Burger for brunch, went to courts and then movie 'Unknown'. Another movie that set your mind thinking! Awesome movie though (: Bused to CC at 8ish, looked for seats and started eating till 10ish. Walked around and homed! I missed the Hokkien Mee edi.........~ And i told my brother at night to have dinner together one day at CC :D

Sunday;
Just watched another movie, Silent Hill. Haven't complete cos the movie was like kinda long -.- 40 minutes to go, abit lazy to continue.. Ohyes, and i watched 'All About Love' the other day. & now, waiting for Gwen to come over and study! Hope we will have the motivation later on~ And not do other stuffs like watching MobTV, etc...

Ciaos. Great weekend i had, you?

27February2011
1727hours

2011-02-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

Try solving;

9x - 7i > 3 (3x - 7u)

From me to you (:

22February2011
2327hours

2011-02-22T18:48:00.006+08:00

Sunday;

Plan was to meet at 1245 at City Hall, shopped around, study at Mac, take pay at Tanjong Pagar at 1900, homed. Now here's what happen!

Met Gwen at 1400 CH and then went to Marina Square for brunch. Got attracted by a Dance Fiesta that's taking place at the atrium and we stood there watching the contestants dance for maybe about 15-20 minutes? Then walked around, still deciding what to eat. Finally, settled down at LJS. Shopped around again, and then got attracted by the dancers again cos the music playing was 'Can't Nobody'. Continued watching for about the same time and...... went to Suntec to shop. Took the train to Dhoby cos we wanted to catch the movie 'Triangle'. Reached and realised that this movie is not showing there. Sooo. bought the tickets for Ceni at Dhoby. Movie was at 1840. Went back PS to shop around and we're late for our movie! Only left Dhoby at 1840, chionged to the mrt station - ceni. Late for 20 minutes. When we stepped into the theatre, it was like 'woa, so bright'. They only offed the lights 10 minutes after we settled down. But still, kinda bright luh -.- Didn't really get what the movie was about. And it's really a very triangle movie, cos the scenes was like repeating twice. After movie, went ION to shop till 2200ish and homed! Adventurous? Lol.

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This time round i'll start on law, i promise....
*Back to mugging, or since when i started? ;/

Ohyeah, and i just cleared 3 movies from what i've downloaded.
Black Swan, Black Christmas and Let Me In.
More to go tonight after i think i've studied enough!

Able to love someone for long is good,

but not when you're loving someone who is impossible to be with.

22February2011
1857hours

2011-02-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

Movie with girls this noon! Just Go With It. Great comedy~ A non-stop laughing experience for me in the movie, for the first time i guess. And i even laughed till my stomach ache cos the guy's laughter behind was even funnier than the movie! LOL. Had PastaMania for brunch and Wanton Noodles at the same old Graffiti Cafe for dinner. Awesome day though it's a short one (:

19February2011
2324hours

2011-02-18T22:35:00.004+08:00

Just a brief post cos i haven't been posting about outings.

Went for fyp discussion in school earlier in the noon before heading for our presentation to the client. This time round the director will be there. Made many last minute changes, chionged to the headquarter, even editing the slides on train. Managed to reach there in time. Have to admit that the Sportzmania's proposal was awesome. Even i feel like joining for the event. That's how successful they are (?). But ours not bad luh! :D Well.... Lol.

After presentation, went to celebrate Candy's bleated birthday! Gave her the first present in the noon in school. Next went Chinatown, Togi (a korean restaurant) to have dinner. That's my first meal, imagine how hungry am i. Shared all the food. Not really to my liking, the domoki (?) i mean. But the kimchi soup was (Y). Gave her the second present when we're walking towards the desert shop. 3 girls bought desserts home, Hl and me bought Mcflurry! Walked to CQ.

Eve dedicated a song for us, "You Are Not Alone". But it wasn't MJ's, still can listen though =x Then i suggested to dedicate a song for Candy. Jioed Hl to accompany me, told them we're going to the washroom. Dedicated the song, 'Fireworks', cos Candy said she liked it (: Yeah, she was kinda surprised i guessed, cos she thought we wna get something for her, but it was this instead. My first time dedicating song alright! Be honoured!! Ohyar, and i made a wish by throwing 5 cents into the river at CQ lol. Just for fun, idk why but i love doing this kind of stupid acts. (I even threw a 10cent coin into the pail of water when my mum was mopping the floor the other day, and she gave me the -.- look.) Homed!

Sorry, but i can't stop myself from thinking.

Don't mind me if i'm .. emoing.

18February2011
2244hours

2011-02-18T01:58:00.002+08:00

I wonder what your reaction will be, if one day, you ever saw my diary.

18February2011
0158hours

2011-02-18T00:50:00.002+08:00

The only one listening ear. But i've no idea why i don't wish to tell you. Maybe i'm afraid of bothering you. & .. sigh.

:'(

18February2011
0052hours

2011-02-17T23:01:00.000+08:00

I wish i'm a boy.

17February2011
2303hours

2011-02-15T00:38:00.000+08:00

I don't know why, but you're always the smile in me.

15February2011
0038hours

2011-02-14T22:06:00.002+08:00

That feeling when you looked back at those photos (:

Happy Birthday Candy!
Valentine's to all!

14February2011
2207hours

2011-02-09T00:50:00.002+08:00

I wanna blog on the steamboat with selangs on Sat, and the cny 'celebration' with SmileysG. w Gwen on Sunday. But i'm so packed with school works :( & i guess my brain won't recall that much thing. Most importantly, i had fun on these 2 days.

Bye, signing off to continue on my work..

9February2011
0052hours

2011-02-04T00:35:00.003+08:00

Today was better than last year's today. Still, i miss the past.. those family gatherings and gamblings. The shoutings we made together.. W/e. Total cab fare was more than 50 bucks! & today at my grandma's house. I asked my cousin is Austin a male/female.

Me: The dog girl or boy uh?

Cuz: See below lo. (Hold up the dog for me to see)

Me: Lol, so is girl lo.

Cuz: No luh! It's boy. Too small only.

Me: LOL!

It's just... well, nothing.

4February2011

0043hours

2011-02-03T11:12:00.001+08:00

Confession, who say it's tough?

All you need is just courage.

I don't have that.

3February2011
1113hours

2011-02-03T01:03:00.003+08:00

I wonder how much longer i can put up with this :'(

3February2011
0103hours

2011-02-02T16:15:00.003+08:00

Tuesday;

Supposed to have dinner at ahma house with mom but reached there in the noon so had brunch instead.

After that went to meet Gwen at JE station and trained to Bugis. Couldn't find the things she wanted to shop for at the streets/junction. Decided to head towards Orchard, Far East. It's already 2030 by then. But she got everything there! Well, actually it's only a bag. I sounded as if we had a lot of things to shop for lol. Wanted to have dinner, but didn't know what to eat so drank milk tea, the one at the basement, Full House. Gwen then wanted to take the bus back and we stood at the bus stop considering until she said something, i forbid her taking the bus home. "Take bus needa pay $2+ leh." Got concession ofc use it righhhhhhhhht!

Backed to Orchard station, shopped at Cotton On. And once again, i'm tempted to buy that pink and white checkered boxer. Dam nice canzxz. But ...... still i didn't get it. And i bought another -pe-shorts- like shorts. Separated and train home! I guess this is the first time that we had a better goodbye? Cos we usually rushed for either one's train and just waved byebye and poof, gone.

Reached home, went down to ntuc at midnight to get some drinks to fill up the refrigerator. 90% of the cny goodies was given by my aunt (Y).

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& i'm only looking forward to Sat and Sun gathering with my friends, not the family ones at all. Anddd the chalet on 12th and 13th! But depressingly, i'm having RP test on the 14th zz. How am i suppose to study when the week before is revision week in school with staying back in school for fyp and make-up lessons till evening for 3 days! 'Time Management' :(

I wonder why i'm acting this way,

when i'm the one hurting.

2February2011
1635hours

2011-02-02T13:12:00.003+08:00

Reunion? What's that. It disappeared from my dictionary since that day. Kinda hate cny cos it's just so -oh-so-fake- day. Going for the sake of going, eating for the sake of eating. And then being sandwiched of this and that. W/e!

TJ just came to pass me hamham. And he said there isn't a name for it. So i shall call it baby! And yes, i miss baby now... :(

Happy CNY Eve to all. Enjoy your week!

2February2011
1322hours

2011-01-31T21:13:00.003+08:00

"Putting on a strong front, fighting my feeling against a friction,

having totally no one that i can tell to."

Ain't a good feeling.

31January2011
2116hours

2011-01-30T20:27:00.003+08:00

Sigh, i suddenly recalled that i've lost my 'heart' sticker that's with me since i visited the museum, at JB last night. I can't find it anywhere in my bagggg, it must have dropped off when i took out my ezlink card at the custom! :'((((((

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It's been raining heavily since last night. Such a good weather to sleep in that i didn't went to cut my hair today.. Woke up at around 5pm and started to clear the living room. Well, at least it looked decent now. And i still have some ringits left, i wanna go back City Square to get the cheesecakes! Cos the cakes that i've bought from the store near the custom sucks totally. I'm so fat :(

30January2011
2028hours

2011-01-30T01:40:00.003+08:00

Saturday;

Went for appm in the noon, waited L to pang kang then left for JB! Qi came along and she didn't manage to hop onto the same train as me at YCK ._. Cos of some miscommunication. Reach JB and L's husband came to drive us to a street where there's food along the roadside. Had my 3 meals there, and it's already 6pm, hungry like a bearrrr. Ate a bowl of Laksa and a plate of Char Kway Tiao! Cos my mum and Qi too full, so i had to finished it up :D Ofc, i'm willing to do so. Hahaha, and L so good, she insisted on treating us cos she said it was her territory! So we shall treat her in Singapore! And the food is nice! The Laksa kinda weird, weird as in, they served only with either beehoon or noodle, not the usual chu mee fen in Sg. And there's alot of other 'kiam' served together instead of only 'hum' and 'taupok'. How good if all my food kakis is with me! Think we will order food from every single stall! (Y)

Next, her husband drove us to KSL City, the 2 months old shopping mall that L introduced us to visit, and he went off for work. So good right! Drive us around! Qi and me went to shopped around and met mum and L in 2 hours time. But we're late cos there's not enough time to shop. I kinda like the shopping mall cos there's really alot of teenagers' clothes to shop for at the 1st and 2nd level. FYI, the shopping mall have 5 levels, B1, B2, L1, L2, L3. And right, Qi and me didn't know that L3 was the carpark, we followed the mini crowd and went up. PS -.- Okay, i didn't buy much clothes or rather i only bought a shorts there.. Cos same reason, i very hard like something one! But i think if other friends come, they sure buy alot! Sooo... met mum and L, bought this chip! First time eating. I don't eat it in Sg cos i think it's kinda ex. And it cost only RM 2.50 here :D NICE! Will be eating it againnnnnnnnnnn.

Then then, L's husband came to fetch us! So GOOD right! 3 of us alighted at City Square and both of them went home. Shopped for another 2 hours there, bought a slipper :D And, HOMED at around 2330! It was pouring back then, mum and me had to walked the super long way home.. And one man shared his umbrella with both of us. So kind! Realised i said man instead of guy hahaha.

Okay, conclusion, i enjoyed the food and shopping today! I so wanna bring Gwen and Hl there cos i think we sure eat alot luh! :DD OHYES, i didn't managed to buy Secret Recipe's cheesecakes today cos when i entered the restaurant, they shouted "Sorry, we're closed...!" And i let out a 'Fug'... Lol. But i bought a cheesecake and tiramisu cake from the shop near custom there. Cos i think i really need to bring some food back (:

And my day ends with a smile tooo. ♥

30January2011
0159hours

2011-01-28T22:51:00.003+08:00

I'm kinda lazy to blog.. But well, just a brief post for this week!

Monday;
Uhmmm...... Okay, i can't really remember what happen -.-

Tuesday;
Formal presentation for CRS! And yes, finally one module down! The debating session for the guys vs girls is really awesome. Blame them for choosing that topic 'Women should be enlisted in NS'. But well, i think we kinda overdo it. They almost didn't have enough time to complete their presentation as the girls keep shooting them with questions from the beginning of their presentation. Skipped appm cos i'm wearing formal!

Wednesday;
Had PM tutorial. & Mr Ong is really blur. He'll always leave his iphone/pen lying around, and we had to remind him about it and he will go 'oh ya'. Had brunch with Liz and Hl in school before heading off to Kranji to meet mum. Went JB City Square. Had an intention of shopping for CNY clothes, but i ended up home with foods instead. Bought 3 cheesecakes from Secret Recipe (Y), and the waffle there is crispy! Nice!

Thursday;
Well, ermmmm. Let me recall... Oh yes, went class 1 hour later it started and rotted. Went for brunch and headed to next tutorial lesson which lasted for only 15 minutes. Wasted my time! Shouldn't have went to school at all. Met mum at TPY for my appm and went to walk around with her. Bought many foods home again! (:

Friday;
EHH.. Woke up unwillingly (well, it's everyday) and headed off to lesson Law. Sigh, i hope the 'agents' topics won't pull my law grades down. Don't understand since topic 7. Gotta brush up and re-read everything! Went for brunch and then GEMS. Presentation! Kinda talk on the spot without preparing. But still, i think it's alright since we presented it before and it's only additional of budget. But kinda screwed up cos we didn't know that we've to hand up the report and cd. Then panic here and there, and decided to pass lecturer the slides via thumbdrive. In the end, we didn't hand in our cd and report :D AND IT'S THE LAST GEMS LESSON, or maybe not. Shall see if Candy wanna pon next next week's. And you know what, only the 3 groups who're presenting today was present lol. Our lecturer also bwg.

Next went for CNB presentation. The other groups for Sportzmania was there too. And i realised that their carnival was for CNB as well. Everyone presented, left.

Went to meet sec cliques as Cle texted me to meet for dinner. Thought i could reach like half an hour earlier, but i ended up one hour later. PS for letting you guys wait! Awesome dinner together (:

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I'm awesomely tired.

28January2011
2305hours

2011-01-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

LOOK! I've been waiting for this letter since Year 1, and now i've got it.
I shall update on my CRS formal presentation and today's trip soon.
Ciaos.

26January2011
2348hours